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and this is the first in forever
im pretty not happy bc...my parentals said that i could never ever ever date travis....so theyre pretty much asking me to REBEL bc im not giving him up. sometimes i cant believe my mother. shes abosolutely insane and i hate it!!!! stupid meaniheads

so....basically. i have been working freaking 24/7 and its totally not fun AT ALL in any way shape or form. its not like im making any money from it. oh well. so the only "good" thing that has happened to me this summer is the fact of me meeting this guy...named JUSTIN! and hes super cute. i promise-hes a model. haha. anyways i talk to him all the time and his friend just died yesterday so everyone please pray for him and the family of DANIEL. it makes me sad as a lifeguard because the accident happened at a pool and the lifeguards did nothing to even attempt to save his life. everyone please pray for him..... it was so sad. justin broke down and cried while he was telling me.... .

REMINDER: to everyone live today like it was your last.

awesome awesome awesome
just had a fun day of shopping man i am so excited my boobs are bigger than i thought ((hehe but i cant taell what size its a secret woop woop)) anyways victorias secret shoppin spree that was fun, then forever 21 then shoes mm mm mm it was quite a day now im gonna go swim :)

*kisses*

hey dudettes...um not too much been goin on with me i finally got afuckin job. man i jsut wrote this whole damn thing and then i closed it. whata dumbass. whatever. anyways im a lifeguard at southdown ((off highway 6 after west rd.)) come visit me i get pretty bored but im gettin paid pretty good. k um i forgot what else i said so oh well...it wasnt that interesting so ya thats cool and im broke.j'ai mal à la tête

im out loves
*kisses*

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hmmm hes my one necessity, i say my single obsession and my only addiction, i claim every time i crawl into that bottle my expectations are set low everything looks better in a dull light right?